One day at a time

Carol continues to have a very sharp mind but her body is becoming more tired. Our Hospice nurse was here yesterday to check on Carol. After we had reviewed her vitals and discussed options for medication, with Carol very much in the loop of decision making, the nurse remarked that she had never had a patient like Carol. Never has she seen a person with such a clear mind, so at peace, and ready to pass through the curtain.

It is a delight to have Sue, Karin and Lisa with us helping with the "chores" but also discussing events from the past along with life and death issues. While there is much serious talk, there is also a good amount of laughter in our home. We have prayed for "A" miracle but God in his wisdom has provided us with many many miracles. Some of which we were not even aware that we needed.

Recently while we were talking with teacher Tom, one of Ruth Bell Graham's poems was the topic of discussion, and Carol indicated that she relates to it. Here is what Ruth said:

"And when I die
I hope my soul ascends
slowly, so that I
may watch earth receding
out of sight,
its vastness growing smaller as I rise,
savoring its recession with delight.
Anticipating joy is itself a joy.
And joy unspeakable
and full of glory needs more
than 'in the twinkling of an eye,'
more than 'in a moment.'
Lord, who am I to disagree?
It's only we have much to leave behind;
so much....Before.
These moments of transition
will, for me,
be time to adore."

Possibly those are some thoughts to take with us throughout this new day.

Love,

Chuck...and Carol too