Destiny

This morning Carol is feeling the results of the extended chemo and is resting. She has been experiencing considerable fatigue and a variety of nasty digestive problems. Daily, we are reminded of the tremendous blessing of having outstanding doctors, nurses and assistants that we can call upon. At 1:00 PM today we will have the chemo pump removed, after which we anticipate these symptoms fading. Yesterday a CT scan was done at the hospital to see if the doctors can get a better idea of what is going on, and we were blessed by a dear couple that came to sit with us while Carol drank three huge glasses of some nasty “brew” and then endured several attempts to access a vein to inject additional dye. The last time we visited her surgeon, Carol had suggested that he should have installed a zipper instead of sewing her up, because it would be a lot easier to check things out.

I finished reading The Grand Weaver by Ravi Zacharias while sitting with Carol during chemo. Dr. Zacharias asks the question: “Are our lives just random and meaningless strands of thread, or could they possibly be precise designs woven with remarkable care, thoughts, and intent?” In his usual thoughtful manner, he proceeds to answer the question.

I have been reflecting on some of his words in the chapter on destiny. Just a brief quote: “When thinking of destiny, however, we make a mistake in thinking only of death or what happens after death. Destiny involves much more than this. It is the culmination of all that life was, including how the person prepares for death, whether it comes sooner or after several years. Destiny incorporates the sense of purpose and design when it lies in the hands of a sovereign God.” And as the Grand Weaver reminds us, He not only holds the thread but also gives us promises like Jeremiah 19:11-13, plans for our good and to give us a future and a hope. Ready to listen as we pray, always available as we earnestly seek Him. Wow, how could anyone turn that down for an aimless destiny?

As we continue this winding road, we are thankful for the encouragement and prayers of our friends and family and confident that our destiny is fully in the hands of our sovereign God. Please join us in praying that the CT scan will clearly indicate for the doctors how to proceed with treatments, and for His wisdom in the many decisions coming our way.

May we be faithful, allowing the Grand Weaver to weave the threads of our lives into the tapestry of his choice…For His Glory!

Our love to you all,

Chuck…and Carol