This morning Psalm 90 was a part of my reading as I work my
way through the Bible again this year. This
Psalm, believed to have been written by Moses, is a testimony to his faith in
God during what could have been during their wandering through the
wilderness. Several verses especially
caught my thoughts; “Seventy years are given to us! Some even live to eighty. But even the best years are filled with pain
and trouble; soon they disappear, and fly away.” (vs. 10)
“Teach us to realize the brevity of life, so that we may grow in wisdom.” (vs. 12)
“Satisfy us each morning with your unfailing love, so we may sing for
joy to the end of our lives.” (vs.
14)
This is especially meaningful to me at this time of year,
the anniversary of my last trip with Carol to attend Justin and Laura’s wedding
in Michigan. I went back and reread
blogs that she and I had written at that time reminding me of the grace and
mercy of God in our lives, and especially during that challenging time. It was also a special blessing for us to have
so many of you dear friends praying with and for us during those closing days
of Carol’s life. What a special joy it
is now to have Justin, Laura and Ella moving to the Carolinas in August.
I was again moved by the final words that Carol was able to
put into a blog ten days prior to her home-going:
“I had a startling revelation a couple of days ago. I’m not going to learn anything more about
heaven until I’m experiencing it in person.
(Pause! Smile! Think about it!) I’m simply too tired to read any more, or
even to hold a book. So the wonderful
studying I’ve done over the past years is all I have—until I step through that
fragile curtain and open my eyes on reality for the first time.”
“So I thought I’d like to pass that along. Today, while you have some energy and some
control over your time, is the opportunity to learn what you need to know for
your real future. There’s probably no
last-minute cramming.”
“I’m writing this on Friday afternoon, as we wait for the
rest of the family to arrive. I’m
getting tireder as time goes by, but not sicker. I love you all and still wish I could tell
you so in person. Through Christ, I hope
to see you all there some day. Love,
Carol”
I can’t add anything to that!
Chuck